My virgin ⇐ Stories about M+F sex

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Out of boredom and perhaps in search of sex, I hung out on Tinder. My long-term relationship was coming to an end, in which I had not had sex for six months or a year, I recently learned about my psychiatric diagnosis at that time, the mood was strange, but in general the emotional background was light, and there was a resource for dating.
He wrote to me, I don’t even remember what, but we switched to telegram, and there we wrote off messages every few days about nothing at all, the dialogue every time was something like this: “how are you, okay, how are you.” Several times he invited me to go for a walk, but I couldn’t or didn’t want to, I even constantly forgot that he lives in the neighboring yard and every time I asked again, “Remind me where you live.” That's the level of interest, hmm. Well, I was doing something else then, apparently.
One sunny August day, I finally agreed to go for a walk, and very quickly, “Shall we go? let's go.”
A thin, long-haired boy in a snow-white T-shirt and a delicious scent on his neck came up to me. He was so shy and silent the whole walk, I often pulled out a dialogue. We drank a couple of beers, sat by the pond, when we discussed the housing issue (like who lives with whom), I jokingly said “mm, will you take the girls around while there is no one?)”, he replied “if only there was someone to take”, to which I playfully extended her hand, as if “hello, here I am.” Then we went to the top floor of my house, because there was a beautiful view from there, there, after my hug, he asked “can we kiss?” This made me laugh a little then, I smiled and said “so why are you asking about this?”, and we kissed. Very tender and tasty. I've had a lot of kisses with random guys in my life, but rarely have they given me such pleasure. This boy is polite, neat and courteous. And it smells delicious))
It was time for me to go on business and I walked him home, and on the way I asked a question that was bothering me: “you wrote that in order to understand preferences, you need to try... you.. more did not have?". The answer was yes. We agreed to meet at his place in a couple of days.
I have never had virgins before, I was even afraid of them, because I needed gigacheds with huge dicks who would dominate me as much as possible, and here is a guy who doesn’t know nothing and is very worried. It didn’t work out for us right away. Not even in the first few meetings, but when it worked out, he became my best partner. Not a single gigached alpha dominator could be so sensitive and affectionate, I finally began to appreciate ordinary sex, in which I am not used like a doll.
So, specifically on that day, our first meeting at his house, We didn't fuck, but something magical happened. I turned on my favorite blackgaze and we were carried away. We kissed and looked into each other's eyes for several hours, touched and hugged endlessly, and the air was saturated with this magic. By the way, for the first time I kissed with my eyes open and I didn’t feel awkward, I was so immersed in this man and in his gaze. These Frenchmen know a lot about music)
When, after 3-5 meetings, he finally got used to my body and the new abilities of his body, we fucked normally, it happened to different music, mostly mine, because I'm all so romantic and I listen to post-rock, blackgaze and a lot of other cool things. We fucked under les discrets and alcest most often, and it was wonderful.
I never allowed men (and women) to touch me with their fingers or tongue, it always hurt or unpleasant, but I allowed him... and for the first time came from someone else's fingers. And then this was repeated every time and continues now almost every day. My most sensual, gentle, careful, caring lover, and at the same time absolutely definitely never had a woman before. It amazes and touches.
In general, I had a good fuck with this album, and more than once.