Slutty period after losing virginity ⇐ Deflowering

[Anonymous]

How quickly after the first sex did you get used to it and realize that "oh, I can have sex now" and away we go? MB"whore period" has begun? Naturally, this does not apply to those who had sex for the first time with their boyfriend.
I'm just blown away. I'm 20. I lost my "virginity" 2 weeks ago. Before that, all my life I thought that I had vaginismus that I would never be able to have sex with penetration. plus severe problems with body acceptance, so I have never in my life undressed in front of men, I was afraid when someone touched the bare parts of my body. and then fuck. I fucked three people in 2 weeks. The thought creeps in a little that I’m a fucked up slut. but you can’t think in such categories!!! I probably do whatever I want..... and I didn’t specifically look for anything, I didn’t hint myself. just somehow. as if energy had awakened in me from the realization that I don’t have vaginismus, everything is fine, and I’m shocked that everything turned out to be so simple.....
sex for me has been such a wild trauma since then Since all my friends gradually began to be sexually active, I couldn’t imagine this, although I wasn’t asexual, I wanted it. I always felt broken and stupid. Maybe that's why I felt so suddenly? Am I covering some of my trauma? trying to prove to myself that I am no longer an outsider? please share similar experiences. I feel very strange...

[Sibiryak89]

I assure you that you can’t prove it, but you can ruin your life and pick up interesting diseases, and oh, so many of them...