I then answered absolutely without hesitation that it was a month. Well, I was just too lazy to think.
But now I’m thinking. What the hell month? I knew the person I was in a relationship with for over three years (at that time) and still didn't pursue it. Moreover, our relationship was filled with horney memes.
But sex for me is something as awkward as possible??? I don't think it's a fucking indicator of trust between partners or anything like that. Yes, of course, when I’m in a bad mood, sometimes I want to fuck, but that’s it.
And I also have a lot of complexes. Especially because of my body. I can't look at myself in the mirror when I'm naked (thanks to the bathroom mirror lol). I want to hang myself. For the same reason, I don’t wear tight clothes. I walk around like a homeless person simply because I think I'm ugly. I want to dress stylishly, but the bitch won't go.
And I sympathize with my partner (whom I don't have and most likely won't have, lol), because he's going to get a piece of shit

It’s shit, both outside and inside